Susah

Itulah susahnya kalau kita terlalu mengharap

Berpijaklah di bumi yang nyata

300 KM ++

Be realistic

I missed my sister.

Eh, you know what?

I don't have a sister

I just hope I get one

Crashing

Salam,

I've written two posts earlier and I seem to be unable to continuing (is the spelling correct?) it.

The ideas is crashing, pixelating, flying, spreading to I dont know where. 

Come on....

Where are the ideas have been???

Some story, great Values

Salam, 

How are everyone? Do all of you are doing well? I hope we all are doing best with our lives.

Recently, Alhamdulillah I've done with a project of my own, and had passed it to the person who deserves it. ;)

This beautiful evening again amazed me with another beautiful story from Cikgu Merah Jambu site.I love reading stories from her site, maybe you should try reading, well maybe for anyone who find some leisure time in his/her life.

Hope maybe some of you could enjoy and learn something from the story. 

Well, why don't you just go to her blog to read it?

So, this is the link 

Di Sebalik Teduh Matanya

Happy reading! ^__^

  

Fascinating words

Salam,

That day, I login into facebook, and my friend had helped me.

 

Thank you to Cikgu Merah Jambu :') for agreeing to share these words with me :

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih, Allah sudah menghitung air matamu

Ingatlah dimanapun kau berada, Allah akan mengetahui dan sentiasa berada d sampingmu

Jika kau fikir bahawa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu terasa berlalu begitu sahaja, Allah sedang menunggu bersama-samamu

Ketika segalanya menjadi sesuatu yg tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan, Allah bersamamu untuk menenangkanmu

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur, Allah telah pun memberkatimu

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menelefon dirimu, Allah sentiasa berada d sampingmu

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi, Allah sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dgn namamu

Ketika kau fikir bahwa kau sudah berusaha sesungguhnya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lg, Allah mempunyai jawapannya

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan, sebenarnya Allah sedang berbisik kpdmu

Bila engkau letih dan hilang semangat, Allah tahu engkau telah mencuba sedaya upaya

Bila tangismu berpanjangan dan hatimu duka, Allah telah mengira titis air matamu

 

 

The next thing I know, I was very fascinated with these words, it was like an answer for everything that I've been feeling.

Thanks again, everyone. 

Greater, Lesser

Sometimes, the world doesn't seem to big enough for a person. It shrinks without her consciousness.

Yesterday

Salam,

I'm thinking of changing the font I used to write on every post I wrote. 

Yesterday, 8/4/2011

2011 minus 1994, that makes a total of 17.

17 already this year, not really a big number but big responsible of course. What is it? I'm turning 17 lah, tak, I've already 17. Because it's yesterday. The celebration? Tak hade la tip top melampau sangat.

Just, in the evening, my parents suddenly asked,  "ade nak pergi makan mane2?"

I, who just got up from sleep due to fairly godparents cartoon tu mamai2 fikir nak pergi mane. (I found out recently susah nak habiskan satu cerita cartoon. Kadang-kadang guts tu ade juga terasa nak tengok cartooonnnsss..hehe)

So, I made decision, let my parent do the decision, lagi senang. Finally, shopping some of my stuff , and have dinner bought at McD then brought back home. Malas makan dekat situ.

My mom bought me two piece of cakes, and I really love it. Thanks, ma.

My dad gave me something worthy and for sure, I'm really lovin' it. Thanks, pa.

Thanks, mom and dad ^__^

 Raising up a year by year means adding more responsible to yourself, and minussing the distance between the end of life. Org cakap, selamat hari lahir dan semakin dekatlah dengan kematian. I'm reminding myself to be grateful for what did I have for until now. 

Thank you for all who involve himself/herself/themselves in giving, writing, sketching, and wishing all the wishes for. Thank you for all the priceless gifts. Maybe someday I could return all you good deeds, and if I couldn't, let just pray that His Almighty, Allah s.w.t pays with a lot greater rewards. Cause that is what we searching for, right?

Miss Noty Teddy and Miss Dhamira Azzalea Mierah, thankyousomuchforthepost. I miss u guys. :')

Till then, Happy birthday myself! And happy becoming older ^__^

*a little note over here for youknowwhoyouare: I'm not taking SPM just because I'm 17, and I don't wish to be called for PLKN next year, it's Allah who decides everything that is the best for His servant.

Left

Salam,

Today nothing weird happens. I got 200 SMS for free and tak tahu pada sapa nak hantar mesej selambak tu. Sehari nak sampai 50 pun susah, ni kan nak sampai 200. Kenapa celcom tak nak buat promo2 yang best2 sikit eh? Dahla dalam masa duapuluhempat jam kena habiskan..err...

Left, yup, what with left?

Huh, ni bukan left right left right tu,

Ni I was left alone. With my parents only.

My brothers sume dah balik kubu masing2. Balik buat kerja diorang kumpul duit untuk saya. Hihi.

Tak tahu nak buat apa sampai 20 hb ni. 20 hb I'm going back to KL. So, drpd tarikh hari ini, sampaiiiiiiilaaaaa 20 hb tu, nak buat apa? 

Kerja? Ya, baca perkataan "nak buat apa" itu dan secara otomatiknya ada akan jawab "kerjala"...Ow, kerja ya?

Nak dengar satu cerita? Bukan, nak baca satu cerita?

Alkisah...err, mengada ah tu =.='

Macam ni, pagi tadi, ada seorang guru besar (kawan baik mak) datang rumah. Disebabkan guru yang mengajar subjek ugamanya telah cuti bersalin, dia pun cari la kut2 boleh dibuat guru ganti. 

Hmm...menjadi seorng cikgu? Boleh2 kut...

Maka, telah diambil semua salinan IC dan salina sijil Spm dan diserahkan, dengan harapan, munkin terisila kelak masa lapang ini. 

beberapa minit/jam kemudian....

bunyi cengkerik sikit....krikk krikk

Oh, saya tak dapat kerja itu. Tahu kenapa? 

Sebab dah ada orang?

Bukan.

Sebab guru besar tu tak nak?

Bukan.

Sebab.....cikgu tu tak jadi bersalin?

Eh. ape mngarut ni?

Sebabnya....umur tak cecah 18 lagi. Aduhai...akta buruh segala bagaila penjelasannya. 

Hurgh, sebab umur?????? Waaaaaa......Ish2..geram...tapi kan betolla, susahla org tak cukup 18 nak buat kerja2 rasmi gitu. 

So, macam tak ada rezekila. :(

Dan secara simpul kasihnya, saya terasa agak sedikit munkin malas sudah mahu kerja. 

Itu sahaja. Sekian, terima kasih.

Macam biskut 

Sekejap ada sekejap tiada. 

CHIPSMORE ♥