Don't read this if you don't want to.

Seriously.

If you feel it's funny, it isn't.

If you feel it's enjoying, it isn't.

So, just shut up  watch your mouth.

Just go do the thing you wanna do, don't let me into it. 

Don't force me, don't ever force me to decide on you.

I'm just ssoooooo don't know , okay!  

You should have known. You don't need to ask anymore.

Don't bother troubling yourself and then regretting it later, I don't ask for that okay!

Astaghfirullah.

:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(

Be patient Aina, please !

p/s : How can just one thing ruined my day? See, not everyday you get the same moment. 

# Taqwa

Salam 

Wordless Friday ;)

Salam

Fb source 

Hoho, most of the time it's true till some people fight for the wrong things XD

Soalnya Siapa yg Tahu?

Salam

Moga Allah merahmati kita, dia dan mereka semua.

Fikirannya terlalu susah untuk dia tidak memikirkan, dia teringat satu firman Allah dalam al-Quran, maksudnya yg dapat dia fahami, 

"Kadangkala kita rasa perkara itu baik untuk diri kita sedangkan ia buruk buat diri kita, dan kadangkala kta rasa perkara itu buruk untuk diri kita, sedangkan ia yang terbaik buat diri kita." 

Konteks kefahaman ayat ini meluas. InshaALLAH, mudah-mudahan dia faham dengan kefahaman yang bersamaan dengan jalan yang lurus.

Hatinya runsing, hatinya gelisah, hatinya sedih, hatinya risau, takut seandainya dia x dapat membawa dirinya ke arah yang sebenarnya. Hari demi hari, dia melihat satu demi satu mereka yang lain kian terlepas.Dia juga takut, dia tahu dirinya tidak sempurna, dia berdoa dalam diam semoga ALLAH menetapkan hatinya dan memberi hidayahNya yang sungguh bernilai itu kepada dia dan mereka semua itu.

Sungguh dia tak dapat faham , apa yang sudah berlaku? Memang ada juga salahnya kerana katanya dia terlalu leka dengan kenikmatan dunianya sendiri, rutin yang sama setiap hari, kadangkala dia rasa dirinya lalai, dia leka, dia terlupa mengingatkan dirinya, anggapnya mungkin ini balasan terhadap semua perbuatannya, dia tak mahu menunding jari ke arah siapa-siapa. 

"Apakah ini mungkin petunjuk dari-Nya?" Soalnya.

" Ya ALLAH, moga Kau peliharalah kami semua. kami menyayangi dirinya , kami x mahu dia terhanyut dalam buaian mimpi indah yang kami takut tak dapat dia menerimanya andai apa-apa berlaku pada mimpi itu. Jika benar itu yang terbaik buat dirinya, maka Kau satukanlah ya ALLAH, jauhkanlah kami dari maksiat yang hina. Moga-moga dia mendapat peneman yang terbaik buat dirinya, yang dapat menjadi peneman setia, pembimbing ke arah jalan yang Engkau redhai. Aku yakin Kau mempunyai rencanaMu dan ianya terbaik buat kami. Tetapi jika bukan itu jodoh sebenar buat dirinya, maka Kau tunjukkanlah ya ALLAH. "

 

Hormati Pemerintah

Salam

Merafak Sembah Setinggi-tinggi Tahniah 

Kebawah DYMM Al- Sultan AlMu'tasimu Billahi Muhibbuddin Tuanku AlHaj Abdul Halim Mu'adzam Shah Ibni Almarhum Sultan Badlishah 

sebagai Seri Paduka Baginda Yang di- Pertuan Agong ke -14 

dan

Kebawah DYMM Tuanku Sultanah Hajah Haminah

sebagai Seri Paduka Baginda Raja Permaisuri Agong

Semoga Allah melanjutkan usia Tuanku dan merahmati Tuanku menjadi YDPA buat kali kedua dalam hayat Tuanku serta mendoakan agar Tuanku dapat membawa suatu lonjakan baru buat Malaysia khususnya negeri Tuanku, Kedah. :)

Daulat Tuanku.

Dari : anak kelahiran negeri Kedah ^^

p/s : Teringat masa Tuanku berdua berkenan datang ke sekolah dulu, masa tu Tuanku berkenan hendak menyampaikan hadiah waktu hari kecemerlangan, mase tu, Tuanku Haminah berkenan hendak menyampaikan, itulah kali pertama bertemu dengan Tuanku dihadapan mata kepala sendiri, dan Tuanku amat mesra sekali dengan senyuman. :)

Menjunjung Kasih Tuanku. :)

Words to be scroll

I heard, that your settled down. That you, found a girl and your married now. I heard that your dreams came true. Guess she gave you things, I didn't gave you. Old friend, why are you so shy? Ain't like you to hold it back or hide from the light. I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited. But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it. I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded. That for me, it isn't over. Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best, for you too. Don't forget me, I beg, I remember, you say. "Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead" Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah. You'd know, how the time flies, Only yesterday, was the time of our lives. We were born and raised in summer haze. Bound by the surprise of our glory days. I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited. But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it. I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded. That for me, it isn't over. Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best, for you too. Don't forget me,I beg, I remember, you say. "Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead", yay. Nothing compares, no worries or cares. Regret's and mistakes they're memories made. Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste. Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best, for you too. Don't forget me,I beg, I remember, you say. "Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead" Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best, for you too. Don't forget me,I beg, I remember, you say. "Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead", Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yay yeah.

Nothing weird, peace. ^,^v ~!!!
Just a song.

Words to be written

Salam

#1

~✿ Alihkan matamu ke laut, airnya cantik membiru dan penuh dengan KETENANGAN, tetapi hanya ALLAH SWT sahaja TAHU RAHSIA di dalamnya, begitulah dengan kehidupan manusia, riang ketawa... tetapi hanya ALLAH SWT yang tahu rahsia kehidupannya, jika kau kecewa, maka pandanglah sungai...airnya tetap mengalir biarpun berjuta batu menghalang, jika kau merasa sedih, maka pandanglah ke langit, kau akan SEDAR bahawa ALLAH SWT SENTIASA BERSAMAMU ✿~

Jenis

Salam

I feel want to write in Bahasa Malaysia, atau bahasa saya bercakap.

Selamat Tengahari Semua! (gaya nak macam pembaca berita)

Pagi ini, bila saya buka twitter, facebook, blog, macam-macam link blog saya jumpa. Macam-macam jenis blog saya pergi, saya baca, saya tengok penulisannya, saya tengok gaya blognya, saya tengok followernya, saya tengok tu dan saya tengok ini. Eh, banyak pulak saya buat, sebab saya jenis kalau buka internet saya buka tab atas tu banyak-banyak sekali, jadi saya dapat buat kerja banyak sekaligus tanpa membazirkan bandwidth broadband yang dah memang sikit ini. 

Bila saya baca semua blog ini, macam-macam fikiran keluar, saya tidak mahu kata banyak sebab blog saya ini pun tidak adalah sehebat mana, follower pun sikit kalau nak dibanding dengan kawan saya lagi seorang tu tapi saya tak kisah pun, sebab saya rasa bila saya buat blog ni tiga tahun dulu saya tak ada pula terfikir, yes, buat blog then cari follower , tak tak, saya bersyukur dah dengan follower yang ada sekarang ini, sebab diorang sudi nak follow, terima kasih banyak-banyak. Jenis saya, kalau saya pergi ke satu2 blog tu, then gerak hati terasa macam blog dia ni ada faedahnya kalau saya nak baca buat pengisi masa-masa tertentu, straightnya saya akan tekan follow that blog. 

Tapi, bila sampai kadang-kadang dekat sesetengah blog ni, saya sedih, sebab tak salah kalau dia nak menyatakan ketidakpuasan hatinya, tapi janganla sampai menggunakan bahasa-bahasa yang tidak elok. Lagi-lagi kalau dia orang Islam, ada benda dia rasa dia tak puas hati dan seterusnya mengatakan itu dan ini. Ada jenis sarkastik habis. 

Benda yang diperkatakan itu memang ada unsur untuk diperdebatkan tapi tak boleh ke kalau tak guna ayat pelik2. Ini pendapat saya sahaja. Kalau salah, tunjukkan, saya boleh ubah, kita bincang bersama-sama, saya bukan nak cari gaduh, sama macam awak, saya pun ada pendapat saya nak tulis, betul tak?

Kadang-kadang saya terfikir, katakanlah suatu hari, nyawa kita diambil, last post kita, kita tulis itu dan ini dan guna bahasa yang jenis itu, macammana ya? Bila orang baca, setiap satu ayat dia baca, walhal kita dah tiada di bumi ini....Hmm...

Marila ea kita renung-renungkan bersama...

Peace For All !!! >.<

Pink-Maniac

Salam

Done with the background, kind of satisfied! So, what's up with the title eh? Hurm, actually I'm not the kind of pink-maniac person. Like everything must be in pink. From toothbrush to all thing, everything must be in pink! Err....not dude, not at all. Maybe some time I have thing in pink, but not like some others that everything is like PINK! 

It's just another colour that I feel it is beautiful. and easy to look at. :D

Macam ni lawa? Haha.

Tomorrow

Salam

Tomorrow is SPM right? Well,

No other wishes than all the best for who is taking it!

ALL THE BEST!

Where's the wrong?

Salam

Those who may not find this post interesting, please, with all respect, proceed to your close button. 

This post is maybe temporary. 

I'm very very very weird with your style. When I text you, you replied with those conversation cutter. When I called you, you talk as if with a government worker. When in front of me, no words is coming out unless I force you to talk. When you talked about something, and I unpurposely didn't hear anything , (as you were murmuring, mumbling or so whatever you can call it), then suddenly you said, 'nothing.' you know, and I was like ..................@#$!%$ !!!

It's weird okay. Very very the weird. 

and you would asked me then,

"What's wrong?"

I tell you.

THIS IS THE WRONG. This crap that are we talking about. 

Why don't you just tell me, you didn't want to talk to me. It's easy aite?

What are you afraid of? We didn't do nothing wrong. Is there anything wrong? Tell me. 

I'm not an invisible person. Why are you afraid of people around you? We are not spies that we have to talk like whispering or talking in a code.

Talk with me . Not answer me. Please reduce the Okay, Yup. and the silence along the way.....

and changing the topics when I'm still talking about it. Are you bored talking with me? If yes, then why bother call me? 

I should stop by now. Cool off for a moment. Hurgh.

Better be something

Salam

Somebody I know said to me, someone said to her that there is no such things like coincidence, everything is fated.

I know, I still remember all the things that have been thought to me. I understand on the trustworthiness given to me. I'm prepared for everything as long as it is not against my belief. Sometimes, I feel the weirdness in my head, but I tend to let it go, not making my head more miserable as it can be.

But, the story aroused the interest in me, in another chapter in my life. A new chapter, a new book or could I say a new file? I need to store, keep it nice and safely in my computer(head). Everyday a new things, a new incident, the storyline is getting interest. Many assumptions were made, sometimes, you wont even know the truth of those assumptions. It's easy to said, not easy to hold, that's why patience is thought.

Eventhough, sometimes, the same thing will happen to you, but, I'm sure, the second story has been a lot more interesting, does it? I don't mind, seriously, in fact, I want to hear to. It's not that I'm making any experiments or so whatever, I'm just observing, and you, you are making the story very interesting.

Do the person really acting in that way, or just acting in that way? I don't know, I can't answer, I didn't really know the person. You know better. You decide it.

Well, let's hope for the best, shall we? 

I found this post in my draft section, just need to post it. I don't really know what was I talking back then. Sorry for wasting your time reading this. 

Random

#Random 1

Oh My

Salam

Should I say good morning? It's 12:12 a.m already. Yup, I should say good morning! Lately I can't sleep early. Before this, during my early sem oday, I used to sleep like 10.30 or at least before 12.00, but now, it is hard for me to sleep early. I don't know what's wrong with me, or him, or her, or we, or they, or us.

Ya, I know I might sound pathetic or sad or whatever you can called me after this, but I just have to write it here okay, come on, give me a chance to spill my words, my thoughts, my emotions sometimes. I'm not a good talker, nor a good writer, but just I have to write it somewhere. 

Erm, how do I say this? My last post, I do write about how I regret my misunderstood with the person I loved. Stilll, our relation did not growing very well lately. Eventually, we discussed and finally, we've come to the agreement that we should start all over again. Maybe some misunderstanding should not be considered, as well as in any relationship, whether it is friendship or whatever it is, we should at least talk and consider other's opinion, and learn to respect each other in the way they like it.

My father is not very well this couple of weeks, he coughed so hard that he hurts his stomach. He lost his appetite and as her only daughter, I am very very worried and sad seeing my daddy like that. I tried helping but I don't know whether my help is enough for him or not. I hope it is enough for him. His body becomes hot sometimes and his face turns red, I thought that could be because of his temp, he become thinner a little bit, as his digestion is not very well sometimes.  I really want my daddy  to be well enough, seeing him eating much , and doing his favourite work, gardening in front of our house. Get well soon abah!

See my abi here? He is my cute handsome Mr. Jamil Yahaya, I love you so much abi! ;)
He is very sporting in this picture, hoho. :)

My Aidiladha story? Um, I have no moods of writing it now, will updates about it soon. But, the thing that sure is sad, that my dad's "lembu korban" fell into a hole after being slaughtered and it even didn't died yet, poor for him :( 

Tomorrow, my brothers is returning to their place, and I would be left with my parents here. Hm. No comment further. 

Dear heart, please be strong, I'm sure that person has explanations or reasons for what the person is doing right now. :( 

I'm sure you are strong enough. 

"# Hmm...I know u are a strong girl a**h, maybe u need to just forget for a moment, let times heals everything :) " -her words, thank you love ❤

my dear heart

Salam

Good morning to all. I've been searching idea about what I'm going to write for long. Well, all this misunderstand things keep bothering me. I know it's usual for two people who loved each other for Allah must have their ups and downs situations.

I do have now, and adding the pain which is it is with my best friend, dear sister the one I loved the most. My sister, my friend whom I respect and I can share everything with her. Usually I don't like to post this kind of cheesy-lame post but when have to think and nobody to share about. I become disturbed.

Seriously, I don't like to have argument with her. It hurts. I hate of hearing she cried. I hate she's been hurt by me. I hate when everything is not going well. 

If she denied it, I still know it's my fault. I feel guilty too much. See how misery I become. :'(

I just want to say I'm sorry then.

I miss you. So much.

What has been happening?

Salam!

Hey Fellas!

It's been too too long that I've never updated this blog of mine. Not a single words even a short reply at the shoutbox next  ---->. 

(sorry fellas for those who's been very kind of writing those comments there, I appreciate that)

To write is to need a great idea, and to get great the idea is like, for everyday, err.. it's not my skill. Well, the problem is I'm not the kind of person who's easily spill it all out. I've been preparing for my Malaysian University English Test. I've a great feeling of nervous for this test. I mean, come on people, who's doesn't? To be nervous as such those things. That's mean you're normal then.

From my last post until this current hot post, I've lots of things happening around me. From the happiest one, till the saddest ones. From all those laughters, to all those tears. But that's just how life happens. That's just how life rules. For all the things that I've never thought of coming into my life, and how much it is happening right now,  I appreciate the things. Thanks Allah ;)

I don't think there's people reading this blog anymore. Many would thought that it had been abandoned, my fault. I've busy tweet-ing and facebook-ing, that those webs always reduce my idea of writing in a long way. Especially for twitter, when you're thinking of saying something, but then in the most simplest way that you could tell so that you won't exceed the limit of words given. That's just how easily the idea being taken. Huhu.

I really want to make this blog updated, for like, everyday. The thing is, what should I be telling then? Hmm..

I'm going to my college tomorrow, as I've been volunteering myself to be one of the committees for the sport programmes. Ten days. Which makes me of not forgetting to tell you that I will be seating for my speaking test tomorrow. :) Wish me the best please! I appreciate that! ^_^

Until now, ta-ta

Salam.

Should I reconsider of renovating my blog? Hmm...

3 months of silence, hehehe

Salam,

Hard to believe this, but it's been three months my blog been dead silence. And I was forced by my several friends to keep updating this blog, and I was like " Oh...malaslah", because I know once I started, it would be hard for me to stop posting post. -.-'

Many things had happened while my silence moment. When I said many, I MEAN it. There are so many to tell, but if I start to write about them, it would take at least two days and a long, full scroll down mouse to bottom page post. (seriously, I wasn't sure what I'm talking about) Haha.

Eh, dahlah cakap omputih, dah dah.

Saya kagum dengan kawan saya dua orang ini, boleh katakan setiap hari ada sahaja benda yang hendak dipost oleh mereka. Banyak betul idea diorang ini. Nak tengok blog diorang, meh saya bawa anda pergi

Sini dan Situ (hehe, saje nak promot diorang ni)

Eh, boleh tak eyna nak stop dekat sini, penat lah nak taip. Haha, nanti eyna sambung lagi cerita2 dengan korang2. :)

Kbai. Hehe

Salam.

Some ....

I found you coincidently when I coincidently was checking another user with another profile.

And coincidently you are one of my friend's friend who I know recently and both of you used to live in the same place or should I say the same environment for quite several years. Which for me is a great thing because through your story, maybe there are details or anything relevant that I should know about my friend.  

But.......................

You started your blog couple years ago, and every month, you post for not less than 10 posts (maybe one or two month which had a smaller number of post),referring to your archives, and each of your post title had very strong word that is hard for me to skip on. I was like, I must read this, this and this, and it turn out to be, I must read all your posts. But never mind, I like your blog. And I don't mind spending some time reading , or you just don't like me to read it?

Hey, I'm not stalker okayy...

Siapa Cik Rue didalam shoutbox sebelah >>>>>?

Maaf, saya mungkin terlupa huhu :)

At One Point...

Pernah tak anda mengalami suatu keadaan di mana seseorang yang amat anda sayangi sedang mengalami kesusahan yang teramat sangat, dan anda seperti tidak dapat melakukan apa-apa untuknya?

Bukan sebab kekurangan-kekurangan tertentu misal seperti sebab tipikal, iaitulah wang, masa, jarak dan sebagainya. Tapi, boleh dikatakan ini tidaklah mempunyai sebab yang sepatutnya. (Maafkan jika ayat saya mungkin berbelit)

Dan ia mungkin boleh menjadi teruk lagi jika sekiranya orang itu adalah orang yang amat penting bagi diri anda.

dan juga sekiranya pada waktu itu, jika anda sedang mencari seseorang untuk diluahkan, atau sekadar berbual, atau mungkin juga untuk bertanyakan pendapat, seolah-olah semuanya hilang dari pandangan. Seolah-olah anda hanya tinggal keseorangan. 

Mungkin terlalu memilih kata orang, tapi, adalah lebih eloknya jika kita tidak bercerita jika sekadar pendengar seperti orang yang terlalu fokus pada tujuannya iaitu mendengar. Setelah anda ceritakan segala-galanya, perkataan yang anda akan terima mungkin hanya seperti ok. Di saat-saat anda mungkin sangat2 memerlukan sokongan. 

Terlalu demand? Suka hati anda lah tentang apa yang anda hendak perkatakan. Kerana mulut manusia itu tidak dapat dikunci dan tidak dapat diarah dengan sewenang-wenangnya.

Pokok pangkalnya, ramai yang berkata, pandailah memilih, berfikir, merenungi, jika benar-benar mahu hidup di atas muka bumi ini.  Manusia diuji dengan pelbagai sebab, tak bolehlah kalau kita hendak ikutkan cara kita sahaja. Ya, saya setuju, memang betul tu. 

“Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya” 

– al-Baqarah : 286.

Jikalau kau berasa kau bersendirian, ketahuilah bahawa kau tidak bersendirian…

Masih ada yang sentiasa mendengar keluh kesahmu…

Janganlah dikau takut dan bersedih hati, kerana DIA sentiasa bersamamu…

“Dan mohonlah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan solat. Dan (solat) itu sungguh berat, kecuali bagi orang yang khusuk” 
– al-Baqarah : 45



maaf jika ada yang terasa.

Takde Ape2

Sekadar nak biar blog ini aktif, setelah beberapa lama tidak aktif.

Maaflah.

Selepas ni, banyak akan muncul insyaAllah. 

Jangan muak pula. :)

Susah

Itulah susahnya kalau kita terlalu mengharap

Berpijaklah di bumi yang nyata

300 KM ++

Be realistic

I missed my sister.

Eh, you know what?

I don't have a sister

I just hope I get one

Crashing

Salam,

I've written two posts earlier and I seem to be unable to continuing (is the spelling correct?) it.

The ideas is crashing, pixelating, flying, spreading to I dont know where. 

Come on....

Where are the ideas have been???

Some story, great Values

Salam, 

How are everyone? Do all of you are doing well? I hope we all are doing best with our lives.

Recently, Alhamdulillah I've done with a project of my own, and had passed it to the person who deserves it. ;)

This beautiful evening again amazed me with another beautiful story from Cikgu Merah Jambu site.I love reading stories from her site, maybe you should try reading, well maybe for anyone who find some leisure time in his/her life.

Hope maybe some of you could enjoy and learn something from the story. 

Well, why don't you just go to her blog to read it?

So, this is the link 

Di Sebalik Teduh Matanya

Happy reading! ^__^

  

Fascinating words

Salam,

That day, I login into facebook, and my friend had helped me.

 

Thank you to Cikgu Merah Jambu :') for agreeing to share these words with me :

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih, Allah sudah menghitung air matamu

Ingatlah dimanapun kau berada, Allah akan mengetahui dan sentiasa berada d sampingmu

Jika kau fikir bahawa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu terasa berlalu begitu sahaja, Allah sedang menunggu bersama-samamu

Ketika segalanya menjadi sesuatu yg tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan, Allah bersamamu untuk menenangkanmu

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur, Allah telah pun memberkatimu

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menelefon dirimu, Allah sentiasa berada d sampingmu

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi, Allah sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dgn namamu

Ketika kau fikir bahwa kau sudah berusaha sesungguhnya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lg, Allah mempunyai jawapannya

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan, sebenarnya Allah sedang berbisik kpdmu

Bila engkau letih dan hilang semangat, Allah tahu engkau telah mencuba sedaya upaya

Bila tangismu berpanjangan dan hatimu duka, Allah telah mengira titis air matamu

 

 

The next thing I know, I was very fascinated with these words, it was like an answer for everything that I've been feeling.

Thanks again, everyone. 

Greater, Lesser

Sometimes, the world doesn't seem to big enough for a person. It shrinks without her consciousness.

Yesterday

Salam,

I'm thinking of changing the font I used to write on every post I wrote. 

Yesterday, 8/4/2011

2011 minus 1994, that makes a total of 17.

17 already this year, not really a big number but big responsible of course. What is it? I'm turning 17 lah, tak, I've already 17. Because it's yesterday. The celebration? Tak hade la tip top melampau sangat.

Just, in the evening, my parents suddenly asked,  "ade nak pergi makan mane2?"

I, who just got up from sleep due to fairly godparents cartoon tu mamai2 fikir nak pergi mane. (I found out recently susah nak habiskan satu cerita cartoon. Kadang-kadang guts tu ade juga terasa nak tengok cartooonnnsss..hehe)

So, I made decision, let my parent do the decision, lagi senang. Finally, shopping some of my stuff , and have dinner bought at McD then brought back home. Malas makan dekat situ.

My mom bought me two piece of cakes, and I really love it. Thanks, ma.

My dad gave me something worthy and for sure, I'm really lovin' it. Thanks, pa.

Thanks, mom and dad ^__^

 Raising up a year by year means adding more responsible to yourself, and minussing the distance between the end of life. Org cakap, selamat hari lahir dan semakin dekatlah dengan kematian. I'm reminding myself to be grateful for what did I have for until now. 

Thank you for all who involve himself/herself/themselves in giving, writing, sketching, and wishing all the wishes for. Thank you for all the priceless gifts. Maybe someday I could return all you good deeds, and if I couldn't, let just pray that His Almighty, Allah s.w.t pays with a lot greater rewards. Cause that is what we searching for, right?

Miss Noty Teddy and Miss Dhamira Azzalea Mierah, thankyousomuchforthepost. I miss u guys. :')

Till then, Happy birthday myself! And happy becoming older ^__^

*a little note over here for youknowwhoyouare: I'm not taking SPM just because I'm 17, and I don't wish to be called for PLKN next year, it's Allah who decides everything that is the best for His servant.

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Salam,

Today nothing weird happens. I got 200 SMS for free and tak tahu pada sapa nak hantar mesej selambak tu. Sehari nak sampai 50 pun susah, ni kan nak sampai 200. Kenapa celcom tak nak buat promo2 yang best2 sikit eh? Dahla dalam masa duapuluhempat jam kena habiskan..err...

Left, yup, what with left?

Huh, ni bukan left right left right tu,

Ni I was left alone. With my parents only.

My brothers sume dah balik kubu masing2. Balik buat kerja diorang kumpul duit untuk saya. Hihi.

Tak tahu nak buat apa sampai 20 hb ni. 20 hb I'm going back to KL. So, drpd tarikh hari ini, sampaiiiiiiilaaaaa 20 hb tu, nak buat apa? 

Kerja? Ya, baca perkataan "nak buat apa" itu dan secara otomatiknya ada akan jawab "kerjala"...Ow, kerja ya?

Nak dengar satu cerita? Bukan, nak baca satu cerita?

Alkisah...err, mengada ah tu =.='

Macam ni, pagi tadi, ada seorang guru besar (kawan baik mak) datang rumah. Disebabkan guru yang mengajar subjek ugamanya telah cuti bersalin, dia pun cari la kut2 boleh dibuat guru ganti. 

Hmm...menjadi seorng cikgu? Boleh2 kut...

Maka, telah diambil semua salinan IC dan salina sijil Spm dan diserahkan, dengan harapan, munkin terisila kelak masa lapang ini. 

beberapa minit/jam kemudian....

bunyi cengkerik sikit....krikk krikk

Oh, saya tak dapat kerja itu. Tahu kenapa? 

Sebab dah ada orang?

Bukan.

Sebab guru besar tu tak nak?

Bukan.

Sebab.....cikgu tu tak jadi bersalin?

Eh. ape mngarut ni?

Sebabnya....umur tak cecah 18 lagi. Aduhai...akta buruh segala bagaila penjelasannya. 

Hurgh, sebab umur?????? Waaaaaa......Ish2..geram...tapi kan betolla, susahla org tak cukup 18 nak buat kerja2 rasmi gitu. 

So, macam tak ada rezekila. :(

Dan secara simpul kasihnya, saya terasa agak sedikit munkin malas sudah mahu kerja. 

Itu sahaja. Sekian, terima kasih.