Oh My

Salam

Should I say good morning? It's 12:12 a.m already. Yup, I should say good morning! Lately I can't sleep early. Before this, during my early sem oday, I used to sleep like 10.30 or at least before 12.00, but now, it is hard for me to sleep early. I don't know what's wrong with me, or him, or her, or we, or they, or us.

Ya, I know I might sound pathetic or sad or whatever you can called me after this, but I just have to write it here okay, come on, give me a chance to spill my words, my thoughts, my emotions sometimes. I'm not a good talker, nor a good writer, but just I have to write it somewhere. 

Erm, how do I say this? My last post, I do write about how I regret my misunderstood with the person I loved. Stilll, our relation did not growing very well lately. Eventually, we discussed and finally, we've come to the agreement that we should start all over again. Maybe some misunderstanding should not be considered, as well as in any relationship, whether it is friendship or whatever it is, we should at least talk and consider other's opinion, and learn to respect each other in the way they like it.

My father is not very well this couple of weeks, he coughed so hard that he hurts his stomach. He lost his appetite and as her only daughter, I am very very worried and sad seeing my daddy like that. I tried helping but I don't know whether my help is enough for him or not. I hope it is enough for him. His body becomes hot sometimes and his face turns red, I thought that could be because of his temp, he become thinner a little bit, as his digestion is not very well sometimes.  I really want my daddy  to be well enough, seeing him eating much , and doing his favourite work, gardening in front of our house. Get well soon abah!

See my abi here? He is my cute handsome Mr. Jamil Yahaya, I love you so much abi! ;)
He is very sporting in this picture, hoho. :)

My Aidiladha story? Um, I have no moods of writing it now, will updates about it soon. But, the thing that sure is sad, that my dad's "lembu korban" fell into a hole after being slaughtered and it even didn't died yet, poor for him :( 

Tomorrow, my brothers is returning to their place, and I would be left with my parents here. Hm. No comment further. 

Dear heart, please be strong, I'm sure that person has explanations or reasons for what the person is doing right now. :( 

I'm sure you are strong enough. 

"# Hmm...I know u are a strong girl a**h, maybe u need to just forget for a moment, let times heals everything :) " -her words, thank you love ❤

my dear heart

Salam

Good morning to all. I've been searching idea about what I'm going to write for long. Well, all this misunderstand things keep bothering me. I know it's usual for two people who loved each other for Allah must have their ups and downs situations.

I do have now, and adding the pain which is it is with my best friend, dear sister the one I loved the most. My sister, my friend whom I respect and I can share everything with her. Usually I don't like to post this kind of cheesy-lame post but when have to think and nobody to share about. I become disturbed.

Seriously, I don't like to have argument with her. It hurts. I hate of hearing she cried. I hate she's been hurt by me. I hate when everything is not going well. 

If she denied it, I still know it's my fault. I feel guilty too much. See how misery I become. :'(

I just want to say I'm sorry then.

I miss you. So much.

What has been happening?

Salam!

Hey Fellas!

It's been too too long that I've never updated this blog of mine. Not a single words even a short reply at the shoutbox next  ---->. 

(sorry fellas for those who's been very kind of writing those comments there, I appreciate that)

To write is to need a great idea, and to get great the idea is like, for everyday, err.. it's not my skill. Well, the problem is I'm not the kind of person who's easily spill it all out. I've been preparing for my Malaysian University English Test. I've a great feeling of nervous for this test. I mean, come on people, who's doesn't? To be nervous as such those things. That's mean you're normal then.

From my last post until this current hot post, I've lots of things happening around me. From the happiest one, till the saddest ones. From all those laughters, to all those tears. But that's just how life happens. That's just how life rules. For all the things that I've never thought of coming into my life, and how much it is happening right now,  I appreciate the things. Thanks Allah ;)

I don't think there's people reading this blog anymore. Many would thought that it had been abandoned, my fault. I've busy tweet-ing and facebook-ing, that those webs always reduce my idea of writing in a long way. Especially for twitter, when you're thinking of saying something, but then in the most simplest way that you could tell so that you won't exceed the limit of words given. That's just how easily the idea being taken. Huhu.

I really want to make this blog updated, for like, everyday. The thing is, what should I be telling then? Hmm..

I'm going to my college tomorrow, as I've been volunteering myself to be one of the committees for the sport programmes. Ten days. Which makes me of not forgetting to tell you that I will be seating for my speaking test tomorrow. :) Wish me the best please! I appreciate that! ^_^

Until now, ta-ta

Salam.

Should I reconsider of renovating my blog? Hmm...

3 months of silence, hehehe

Salam,

Hard to believe this, but it's been three months my blog been dead silence. And I was forced by my several friends to keep updating this blog, and I was like " Oh...malaslah", because I know once I started, it would be hard for me to stop posting post. -.-'

Many things had happened while my silence moment. When I said many, I MEAN it. There are so many to tell, but if I start to write about them, it would take at least two days and a long, full scroll down mouse to bottom page post. (seriously, I wasn't sure what I'm talking about) Haha.

Eh, dahlah cakap omputih, dah dah.

Saya kagum dengan kawan saya dua orang ini, boleh katakan setiap hari ada sahaja benda yang hendak dipost oleh mereka. Banyak betul idea diorang ini. Nak tengok blog diorang, meh saya bawa anda pergi

Sini dan Situ (hehe, saje nak promot diorang ni)

Eh, boleh tak eyna nak stop dekat sini, penat lah nak taip. Haha, nanti eyna sambung lagi cerita2 dengan korang2. :)

Kbai. Hehe

Salam.

Some ....

I found you coincidently when I coincidently was checking another user with another profile.

And coincidently you are one of my friend's friend who I know recently and both of you used to live in the same place or should I say the same environment for quite several years. Which for me is a great thing because through your story, maybe there are details or anything relevant that I should know about my friend.  

But.......................

You started your blog couple years ago, and every month, you post for not less than 10 posts (maybe one or two month which had a smaller number of post),referring to your archives, and each of your post title had very strong word that is hard for me to skip on. I was like, I must read this, this and this, and it turn out to be, I must read all your posts. But never mind, I like your blog. And I don't mind spending some time reading , or you just don't like me to read it?

Hey, I'm not stalker okayy...