Saturday, October 2

I have no idea


I have no idea. I dont know what else we could do. We are now in different tracks. You are too far from us.

Sometimes I went into your page, I explore, there are also times when your story pops-up in my page, but, whenever I do that, I feel very sad. Cause you are not the same person I used to know. I know I have no rights to say that. But I really hope that you will realize. InshaALLAH.

You say you dont deserve to be friends with us, you say you are not nice enough to be friends with us, 

did you know how much it hurts us when you say like that? How it really breaks our hearts?

I try to forget all the 'ridiculous saying' of yours. Because all of it was not true. We are always going to be friends. you are also some part of the story my life. 

You, your friends always take care about you. Some of your friends even try to contact me, to ask about you. But, because of you trying to run away from us, I dont know what to tell your friends. But, I dont blame you. I blame myself, cause I have not been keeping in touch with you from time to time.

I know I have cause too much trouble to you, but, 

I hope that you will forgive me, 

I missed your words,

I missed your smiles, 

I missed your nags, 

I missed you, so much. 

Wednesday, September 29

The time has come!

Salam

Yeay! Alhamdulillah the final exam for semester one is done! However, the result is still unknown. What to do now is hoping for the best! Tawakal! May Allah gives the best for all of us. 

Now is the time for our holiday after a long study period. 3 weeks and 2 days, called- first semester break-. Still planning on what to do for this not-so-long holiday, maybe movie marathon? And please make true the planning 'nak turun Johor'. Its been quite a long time already....
Still, my holiday at Kedah will be only until 15 Oct, cause my parents decide on going KL at 16 October. So, my stay at Kedah x lah lame sgt. 

I still can't believe that semester one is finished. It seems like only yesterday we went into the place. Haha, poyo!

So, make use wisely this holiday for all yg tgh holiday. Two bounties that we always forgot to use it wisely and be grateful, " free time and great health". So Aina, remember! ^,^ 
InshaALLAH~~

For those yg tgh study, study leklok la ye. Yg ada exam, all the best!

From me, 

Friday, September 17

Entah la

Entah la. Itu title post terkini, sebab entah la, ble part nak tulis title, fikiranku blank. 

Jantungku makin lama makin laju, bukan sebab heart attack, tapi bila memikirkan final examination hari isnin ni. x dapat bayang nak pergi ambil exam, dengan preparation sepanjang cuti ni yang entah apa2. Esok balik ke CFS, Padahal awal2 haritu nak balik lewat konon2 nak biar semua rumet balik dulu, 
yela... aritu time balik cuti raya, diorg dah balik dulu, tinggalkanku sorg2. Tapi , risiko balik lewat sgt tinggi, org ni xlah terer sgt yg balik2 tu tup tap, pergi exam terus. No no man. 

Bukan xsentuh langsung buku time cuti ni, tapi macam x cukup. Bio, bio, bio, paling ku takuti sekali. x tahu mcmmana nak buat dengan Bio. Kadang2 terasa mcm nak tinggalkan je sains2 ni. Tapi, kan x baik kan kalo fikir gitu. Apa yang sudah ditetapkan, mesti ada hikmahnya. Percayalah. 

Roommate sume balik arini except sorg ni, lost, ntah mne dye ilang.

Kawan2, doakanlah exam saya pada isnin, rabu, khamis, jumaat, sabtu, ahad ini.  
Best tgk org2 yg dpt fly. Buat yang ada exam, all the best. mari doakan kejayaan bersama! inshaALLAH.

Ok, tata, nak buat marathon biologi. ;))


Thursday, September 16

Heh, semua lagu nak sedih malam ni. Semua web bukak nak sedih malam ni. Dekat fb, dekat blog lg la.Org juga sedih dia dah pergi :'(. Tapi dia bukan pergi mane2 pun, dia pergi menuntut ilmu. Lagipun, skrg ni zmn moden, mcm2 ade. Masa je ade ke xde. 

Tolong!!! Nak periksa minggu depan. FINAL EXAM!
Tetibe rase nak je balik cfs, bukan x mahu duduk rumah, tp rumah ni bykla dugaan. Bc buku pun mcm susa sgt2..Tolongla..huhu..:(