What more could I say

What more could I say? I can't force people, while she might be already made a decision. I CANNOT force people, let say, if you ask me, of course I want you to be on my side, that's why I didn't replied anything, because I don't want to be one-sided. I don't want to be selfish. 

Totally, I'm frustrated, that's the truth. Well, you don't have to worry, it's not your fault. It's mine, I'm not really well right now, too many things happened in the way I didn't expect to. I'm shocked, sad, depressed, and frustrated. 

I hope you would do the right things, as I know you know the best for you. I would not say much. 

I would only say if you refuse for bad reason, but right now all I can see is you have good reasons to do so, so what more could I say? I will not force you, I won't. 

Don't get influenced by me, live your life happily, I just want you to be happy. 

I really don't like forcing people. That's all.

Let this new year be a new leaf for me, not that kind of leaf at the tree. I mean a new life, a new chapter, a new moments. 

So, 

Happy New Year to all of you

Best wishes, 

Aina

"Sometimes it takes time to understand something, I guess"