a thing to ask

I just hope that despite all the troubles that you have to face, you would be strong enough to handle it. I wouldn't interfere,

 

I missed your truth smile in this couple of days, I know you smile, but it seems a little bit odd this time, I know you had something in your mind, but as you, you wouldn't say a thing about it. I respect your right. It's yours, I know. 

Sometimes I wish to say, " Let the thing happen by its flow", and " relax, there might be something hidden in all the things that happened", but I know, it's not me who's facing the situations,

You got hurt, and I think this time badly, and I'm so sorry for not helping so much. I don't know how can I help, maybe if you want me to stay away, I would follow so, as long as you would be the same as you are, cause you are great when you be like you, as YOU, the only YOU>>>>

I know you will read this one day, and I just want to say I'm sorry and I <3 You,,,=)

May Allah bless you with great blessings from Him,

Best Wishes,

Aina

What more could I say

What more could I say? I can't force people, while she might be already made a decision. I CANNOT force people, let say, if you ask me, of course I want you to be on my side, that's why I didn't replied anything, because I don't want to be one-sided. I don't want to be selfish. 

Totally, I'm frustrated, that's the truth. Well, you don't have to worry, it's not your fault. It's mine, I'm not really well right now, too many things happened in the way I didn't expect to. I'm shocked, sad, depressed, and frustrated. 

I hope you would do the right things, as I know you know the best for you. I would not say much. 

I would only say if you refuse for bad reason, but right now all I can see is you have good reasons to do so, so what more could I say? I will not force you, I won't. 

Don't get influenced by me, live your life happily, I just want you to be happy. 

I really don't like forcing people. That's all.

Let this new year be a new leaf for me, not that kind of leaf at the tree. I mean a new life, a new chapter, a new moments. 

So, 

Happy New Year to all of you

Best wishes, 

Aina

"Sometimes it takes time to understand something, I guess"

About it

Cuti mid-semester telah bermula semalam :)

Likeeeeeeeeeeee

Eventhough permulaan cuti ini bermula dengan sesuatu yang tak ku duga.

Pertama kali dalam sejarah hidupku berlaku sedemikian rupa, tapi ku pasti Allah dah susun sebaik-baik perancangan. Manusia merancang, Allah menentukan. Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hamba-hambaNya. Faten cakap, "Serahkan segala-galanya pada Dia, Insha Allah ada jalan penyelesaiannya" Thanks sahabat, thanks for being there helping me, may Allah bless u.

Cuti ini xde planning ape2 sangat, homework banyak, tapi satu buku pun x bawa balik, because I know it will be so hard for me nak buka buku tu during my holidays. 

Parents nak balik kampung cuti ni, Johor. That's all. Best jugak, lama x balik kampung...

Bolehla melihat apa yang sudah berlaku di Johor, who knows, maybe I can meet my friends there ;)

Last night, I had BBQ session at my mak long's house, It's fun, three families gathered together, Mak long's, Mak uda's(my fam) and my ucu's. Bestla cause lame x gather all cousins macam tu. Terasa macam makan banyak pulak malam tadi. Hehe

Between Iphone4, Samsung Galaxy and Blackberry, mana lagi best? Nak opinion...

Oklah, I think that's all. Need to pack things up. Till then, Assalamualaikum...

"Dear Allah, 

I don't know all the challenges my friend facing but You know everything,

I hear her silence, but You hear her plead,

I see she laughing, You see her tears, 

I see when she give, You see what has been taken from her,

I see her appearance, You see the scars in Her soul, 

I experience her faith, You see her doubts,

So, please Allah, Keep her always with You, Bless her abundantly for all the time to come;

Thank you Allah"

Thanks friend for the words, I just love it :)

Face the situations

Don't want to get back to the old habits, that's all. It hurts when have to do like that. Seriously, have to control. Must have the determination. Please.